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im at a roadblock with no where to turn around and no other way to go
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Life
is good.  No time to update, shame really....but fun is to be had!

much love
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on a brighter note, i waited tables tonight.  Made 95 in 7 hours; yeah beats managing the store for $10 an hour.  I really enjoy waiting tables even though it is more work, i always feel more tired after a night on tables, but these nights are worth it.  

I hope I enjoy bartending as much as i do waiting tables.  I definitely will, right?

I need to be sleeping, I have work at 8am.  Yep left work at 1130 back in at 8, oh my love for the hut....

Oh and i love how deep in debt i am?  and how every month i just get more and more fucked.  sure has been a lovely year

fuck exes as well as how they contributed to said debt

i feel more and more bi-polar ish every day

this is a random list of things, some irrelevant, some personal, some that are just flat out valid statements(guess)

my mind is wasting away
 
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i think its really sad that the franchise my pizza hut is owned by cant help out with a fundraiser i wanted to throw for haiti.  could have easily made a thousand bucks for the relief fund

i try to do something serious in life and as usual it gets shut down one way or another 

cheap bastards

p.s. 36 hours till i see jew girl oh, her name is liz(did i mention that?)

excited
 
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the last few days were ok, at the very most amusing.  Got to see tabitha wednesday night for a few hours.  She came to my house, odd how she's the first to actually chill at my house out of my college friends.  Sometimes sucks having roommates, especially when they go to sleep so early, cant really have friends over.  The vent from my room to hers is the devil

There actually is a new girl in my life, kinda, not dating but close?  I've had my eye on her since my first semester at esu.  I met her through tabitha but never really got too close until this past semester, which is like 2 yrs later.  Anyway, well she just got back from being in israel for 2 weeks.  I feel very relieved she's home safely, jew territory is not safe these days.  But wow, she sure is a cute jew.

later
 
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